Sunday, October 30, 2016

Feeling Hopeless

Me, always on the right. If a picture could describe this journey perfectly, it'd be this one.

IUI #4 didn't work either and I am so worn out from this. I feel so empty and broken and like this will never work. So often I just think maybe we aren't meant to have kids (please don't tell me we are, you don't know that). In the deepest areas of my heart there is still a pull to keep going, try again, keep trusting that God will fill the desires of my heart. . .but it's not always easy to believe it.

We meet with our doctor tomorrow. I don't know that she'll have any new ideas but hopefully so.

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